Why do I always feel frustrated after talking to Shirley? :~
Last week, she gave me a great shock asking me to do engineering stuff. Now, I've recovered from
the “trauma”, and am ready to face the programming I tried so hard to avoid for the past few years.
After talking to Shirley, I was like being defeated all over again. She said that I should get some
triton and blah blah boards (huh?), and I also need a trunk simulator (Huh?!), and oh, I'll need some
phones to do the testing too (HUH!!??) But before all these, I'll have to check whether my PC has ISA
slot (huhhuhhuh!?) or not…
Oh My Gosh… there are so many things I don't understand in one sentence, but coward as I am,
I just nodded. Ha. If she told me this a week ago, I'd definitely cry (not literally), but now, I'm like
the true gold not afraid of fire! King Kong no bad body! Well, I mean, I can adjust better, and
wouldn't panic so easily now.
However, it was difficult enough for me to overcome my detestation toward programming. It's
becuz my aspiration for computer/information technology that help me to accept the fact that I
have to do programming afterall.Now you ask me to play with phones? I don't have special feeling
toward machines, or i should say, electrical engineering ahh!!
I just wanna play with my computer :~