I am Your Sunshine

It’s always the darkest before the dawn.

I guess it’s the darkest this morning. My rapid heartbeat problem didn’t bother me that much as it did in the past few days; however, when I woke up this morning, my throat felt like there was a knife kept cutting, it hurt so much that I really wanted to scream (but apparently I couldn’t cos it’d make it hurt even worse), and my head was still grinding. My headache/migraine => sleep => fresh as new strategy didn’t work this time. Guess I was just too sick and too tired. But I don’t wanna waste another PTO, so I struggled to get up and went to work. (btw, on my way to work yesterday, to be more precise, when I was backing from the carport, I smashed the left mirror into the pole. Great, now I can’t go to $4 auto wash. my thought at the moment.) This time, I carefully drove to the office but still felt horrible. I’m totally dysfunctional when I have a headache. I was seriously thinking about taking the afternoon off. However, I felt better after lunch (at least my head was not killing me anymore) so I went back to work. And gradually, I can feel my old self back.

So I survived the darkest moment of my freakish sickness this time. Cheers! =)

(Not fully recovered, but it’s so nice to feel that you’re heading a good direction, isn’t it?)