Grey’s Anatomy s2e5 Bring The Pain
Oct 31st, 2005 by Ashley
上週的 Grey’s Anatomy (是啊,我昨天才看)有幾句讓我印象深刻的話。
包括預告就曾出現的Meredith 超有勇氣的表示(白?),
看預告的時候就深深地震撼到我,她說”Pick *me*, choose *me*, love *me*!”
原來有人真的可以放下自己的好勝,不顧喜歡上一個人已經存在的弱勢而這樣的勇敢
Okay, here it is, your choice… it’s simple, her or me, and I’m sure she is really great. But Derek, I love you, in a really, really big pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love. So pick me, chose me, love me.
昨天聽到完整的這一段時,我又被撼動一次,
多麼熟悉的感覺… “I love you, in a really, really big pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love.” 我愛你,如此愛到讓我假裝我喜歡你音樂的品味,愛到讓你吃掉最後一塊起士蛋糕,愛到我會站在你窗外高舉音響在我頭上(我想這段是引用自Say Anything的典故。),如此不幸的愛法讓我好想恨你,這樣的愛。
但我沒料到的是(或者應該說,這從不在我的思考模式中)一個人會以因為自己愛對方來當作要求對方愛你的理由。
無論如何,還是為她的勇敢動容。
另外就是 Dr. Bailey 回答 Dr. Shepherd,”It’s not hard; it’s painful.”
也許,都是這麼一回事吧…
“其實不難,只是很痛苦。”