Comfortable with daily lives, we became numb in this materialized world. A dream is so precious even if it’s just an ideal lifestyle that I don’t wanna give up on easily. I tried hard to preserve my appreciation for simple things but I can sense that I’m losing it bit by bit. It’s even harder to find out what I really want for life. Like Christina (in VCB), I have a pretty good idea of what I don’t want but I’m still searching for what I want, and life is not like certain math that can be solved by exhaustion.
But come to think of it, I do know my dreams. I just don’t think I have the ability/talent to do it. Maybe I just lack endurance…. which is a crucial factor as well. orz
anyways….