As i said over and over, I’m in this strange state (of mind?). And now I’m desperate to get out of it. I can’t stand myself being so confused that I’m not sure what to think and what to do. I can’t make a decision cuz I keep changing my mind everyday. They all have trade-offs one way or another, and I’m a person who wants to have ’em all.
I have to think it thru and make up my mind. Life cant go on like this. You gotta make some decision some day, why not make it now? At least you can have your peace of mind, right? It’s actually not that hard. You’re tired of it, so you leave. It’s that simple. Dont be deceited that it takes time and space. No. It actually can be just a snap of fingers. Painless as advertised.