I am Your Sunshine

How glad the many millions of Annabelles and Lillians would be to capture me
But you had such persistence, you wore down my resistance
I fell and it was swell
I’m your big and brave and handsome Romeo
How I won you I shall never, never know
It’s not that you’re attractive but, oh, my heart grew active
When you came into view

I’ve got a crush on you, sweetie pie
All the day and nighttime, hear me sigh
I never had the least notion
That I could fall with so much emotion

Could you coo? Could you care?
For a cunning cottage we could share?
The world will pardon my mush
’cause I have got a crush, my baby, on you

Could you coo? Could you care?
For a cunning cottage that we could share?
The world will pardon my mush
’cause I have got a crush, my baby, on you

Look at this face
I know the years are showing
Look at this life
I still don’t know where it’s going
I don’t know much
But I know I love you
That may be all I need to know

Look at these eyes
They’ve never seen what matters
Look at these dreams
So beaten and so battered
I don’t know much
But I know I love you
That may be all I need to know

So many questions still left unanswered
So much I’ve never broken through
And when I feel you near me
Sometimes I see so clearly
That only truth I’ll never know is me and you

Look at this man
So blessed with inspiration
Look at this soul
Still searching for salvation
I don’t know much
But I know I love you
That may be all I need to know

I don’t know much
But I know I love you
That may be all I need to know

I don’t know much but I know I love you
That may be all there is to know

I’ve been searching a long time
For someone exactly like you
I’ve been travelin’ all around the world
Waiting for you to come through

Someone like you makes it all worthwhile
Someone like you keeps me satisfied
Someone exactly like you

I’ve been travelin’ a hard road baby
Lookin’ for someone exactly like you now
I’ve been carryin’ a heavy load
Waiting for the light to come shinin’ through

Someone like you makes it all worthwhile
Someone like you keeps me satisfied
Someone exactly like you, Someone exactly like you

I’ve been doin’ some soul searchin’
To find out where you’re at
I’ve been up and down the highway
In all kinds of foreign lands
I’ve been all around the world
Marchin’ to the beat of a different drum
But just lately I’ve realized
Baby the best is yet to come

Someone like you makes it all worthwhile
Someone like you keeps me satisfied
Someone exactly like you makes it all worthwhile
Someone like you keeps me satisfied
Someone exactly like you

Written by Van Morrison

Dream of me Kirsten Dunst

[“Get Over It” OST]

Let me sleep
For when I sleep I dream that you are here
You’re mine
And all my fear is left behind
I float
On air
The nightingale sings gentle lullabies
So let me close my eyes…
And sleep, perchance to dream
So I can see the face I long to touch
To kiss
But only dreams can bring me this
So let the moon shine
Softly on the boy I long to see
And maybe when he dreams
He’ll dream of me.

I hide beneath the clouds
And whisper to the evening stars
They tell me love is just a dream away…dream away…
A dream away.

So let the moon shine
Softly on the boy I long to see
And maybe when he dreams…
He’ll dream of me.

Ohhhhhhhhhhh dream of me.

(Always love this song XD)

shes so weird it scares me

i dont think she likes me
and thinking of her name is driving me insance

shes my psycho girl
my psycho girlfriend
everything i say she takes it the wrong way
shes my phycho girl my living nightmare
shes everything i need
but i can’t stand her

i can’t change her thinking
but she shes so good looking
thinking of her name is driving me insane

shes my psycho girl
my psycho girlfriend
everything i say she takes it the wrong way
shes my phycho girl my living nightmare
shes everything i need
but i can’t stand her

we spent the night in
we started fighting
since then, its never been the same
thinking of her name is driving me insane

shes my psycho girl
my psycho girlfriend
everything i say she takes it the wrong way
shes my phycho girl my living nightmare
shes everything i need
but i can’t stand her (x3)

Weird… the day has just begun, and I havent really type anything. So why the pain? Is it that I typed too fast when I was emotional yesterday? I wondered. Or it’s the gloomy weather? It’s cloudy again today, and how dare Yahoo!Weather to state that it’s mostly sunny.

ps. Hard Candy is so darn good!

我發現我還是原來那個我
喜歡在別人的心裡佔一個與眾不同的位子
但不是每個人
有些人我不在意 有的人這樣還是不夠

努力地擺脫自己people pleaser的個性已經好幾年了
我猜我多少有些進步
但真的很難改呢
我想是跟我討厭衝突有關 而討厭衝突 是否又跟害怕受傷有關呢?

看到”討厭衝突” 貓大概會覺得莫名其妙吧?
明明就是一個兇巴巴的暴躁人啊
不不不, 我在一般人面前應該是溫和而疏離的吧 (哎呀, 怎麼說起來跟貓很像)
但是最近呢 個性越來越出來了
我漸漸受不了溫吞婉轉拖拖拉拉 還是乾脆點比較痛快

An enjoyable, mediocre romance comedy

還是很好聽.

每次聽 Counting Crows 都會跟著聽 Collective Soul
因為他們兩個很靠近 (字母來說)
雖然兩者曲風不同, 但總是很適合在同一種心境來聽
今天我就覺得 CC 跟 CS都真是超好聽的

首先我要感謝 DK 大慷慨相助 (雖然根本是別有居心 XD)

開始前幾分鐘, 我卻有點小失望
期待了好幾個月的 season premiere
等著看 Luke 跟 Lorelai 雙方的後續
結果不若我預期, 有點不喜歡他們的反應
也有可能是期待太大造成的落差
我討厭season finale cliffhanger

變天

準備一些合適的音樂 配合心情
Counting Crows 的 Round Here 是陰雨天必備品
雖然今天一聽 差點讓我落淚
還被人說我莫名其妙喜歡自虐
但那份能夠逼出情緒的痛快 將腦海中縈繞的旋律完整地放在耳邊
很秋天

很有趣的表演, 第一組是 Donald Trump 跟 W&G 裡超棒的 Karen (Magen)
雖然我不喜歡 Trump, 但 Karen 實在太讚了
所以我還是支持這組, 而她們真的贏了!!!
just lovely

Still, I think it unnecessary to buy the magazine. One is that I hate to waste paper. If I can read well electronically, why not just read it online. Some material might be released a bit later, but it doesn’t really matter to me.

Anyway, just read one on “how well California is prepared for disaster”, which is actually quite interesting.

其實丟點緊急的工作給我
讓我不要胡思亂想(其實也沒想什麼 就是陷在莫名其妙的情緒裡)
就好了 XD

我真是個神經病

忽然有很多莫名其妙的情緒需要宣洩

只是看著 “Catch me if i’m falling…” 都可以覺得浮浮蕩蕩
覺得浪漫 覺得感傷 覺得一切

這個陰陰的雷陣雨天 撩起傷春悲秋

每次我很容易地被激怒不耐煩
我媽都會很擔憂(加上一點點厭煩)地建議, 你要不要去看一下心理醫生啊…

媽….

其實我已經放棄醫生了

我似乎很擅長做這種事

很有庸人自擾的味道

沒有像瘋子一樣飛快地打字了 (寫文章來說)

但是心情不好當然不單單只是因為天氣不好啦!!!!!!!!!!!

我覺得根本就是天氣陰就開始會有討厭事發生
而且不是一般的討厭事 是會讓我心情差的討厭事
好吧… 難道還有讓我心情好的討厭事嗎?
讓我心情好那還能叫做討厭事嗎?
反正我自己知道我在說什麼就好了

Grrrrr!!!!!

我常常覺得我有 SAD