I am Your Sunshine

今天回家的時候路上已經沒啥車了
我從Durham轉到Mission上, 我開在右lane
開著開著 忽然眼角瞄到左前方似乎有東西在動
就在那個同時它也注意到我的樣子
結果… 它愣了一下 就往路邊跑
(ie. 從左Lane往右Lane跑…跑在會被我撞到的路徑上)
還好我當時沒有開得很快 於是急急地減速讓它先過
看起來像隻小狐狸
還是忍不住要罵它笨

要不是車少 我勢必得撞下去了吧
畢竟不能因為動物而緊急煞車 (規定啦)

真是個離不開茶的人

尤其是待在辦公室 三不五時就會想說 阿去泡個茶吧
也許只是起身散散步的藉口 不過也因此一天喝下好多茶
前幾天發現我的 Twinings 英國早餐茶沒了,
St. Dalfour 的經典早餐茶也快喝完 正感絕望
雖然我還有 Trader Joe’s的 House Blend Black Tea
但那怎能跟我心愛的早餐茶比呢!
下了班衝到 Safeway, 發現它沒有 Twinings 的Taste of Summer 跟Peach也就罷了
離歐洲那麼遠, 我也不期望它有什麼好茶啦
但連最最基本的英國早餐茶都沒有是怎樣?!
只是 de-caf 的, 誰喝那種怪東西啊, che…
加上它小小一包 letherine 竟然賣到兩塊錢, 心情糟

回到家後打開我的 Bigelow Vanilla Caramel Tea
發現我把一些 Taste of Summer, Peach 連同幾包 English Breakfast都放在裡面
我的救星
很快樂地把那整盒帶來 因為其實我在家也頗少喝茶
不過有空要再去 Alberson 晃晃, 希望它有些好茶!

ps. Susan前幾天從德國回來, 又帶了幾包茶給我喔
不過都是只能沖一次的, 英國早餐 還有大吉嶺
大吉嶺好香呢!

愛死斯斯了!
怎麼那麼有效啊 一下就不痛了說 :D
而且也不會想睡覺

不過剛去幫雪莉裝音效卡
起身的時候右邊又一陣刺痛
害我有點絕望
還好就痛那麼一陣子 之後又沒事了 ^^Y

一直都很喜歡這首歌 :)

(When I first saw you, I saw love.
And the first time you touched me, I felt love.
And after all this time, you’re still the one I love.)
Looks like we made it
Look how far we’ve come my baby
We mighta took the long way
We knew we’d get there someday

They said, “I bet they’ll never make it”
But just look at us holding on
We’re still together still going strong

(You’re still the one)
You’re still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You’re still the one I want for life
(You’re still the one)
You’re still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You’re still the one I kiss good night

Ain’t nothin’ better
We beat the odds together
I’m glad we didn’t listen
Look at what we would be missin’

They said, “I bet they’ll never make it”
But just look at us holding on
We’re still together still going strong

(You’re still the one)
You’re still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You’re still the one I want for life
(You’re still the one)
You’re still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You’re still the one I kiss good night

(You’re still the one)
You’re still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You’re still the one I want for life
(You’re still the one)
You’re still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You’re still the one I kiss good night

(Al Green, Willie Mitchell & Andrew Jackson)

Let me say that since
Since we’ve been together
Loving you forever
Is all I need
Let me be the one you come running to
I’ll never be untrue
Oh baby

[Chorus:]
Let’s, let’s stay together
Loving you whether, whether
Times are good or bad
Happy or sad

I’m, I’m so in love with you
Whatever you want to do
Is all right with me
Let me be the one you come running to
I’ll never be untrue
Oh baby

[Chorus]

Why, oh tell me, why do people break up
And turn around and make up
I just came to see
You’d never do that to me, would ya baby
Being around you is all I see
Oh baby

[Chorus]

Hope they never end this song
This could take us all night long
I looked at the moon and I felt blue
Then I looked again and I saw you

Eyes like fire in the night
Bridges burning with their light
Now I’ll have to spend the whole night through
And Honey, yes
I want to spend it all on you

Love, look what you’ve done to me
Never thought I’d fall again so easily
Oh, love, you wouldn’t lie to me
Leading me to feel this way

[Instrumental Interlude]

They might fade and turn to stone
Let’s get crazy all alone
Hold me closer than you’d ever dare
Close your eyes and I’ll be there

After all is said and done
After all you are the one
Take me up your stairs and through the door
Take me where we don’t care anymore

Love, look what you’ve done to me
Never thought I’d fall again so easily
Oh, love, you wouldn’t lie to me, would you
Leading me to feel this way

[Instrumental Interlude]

Love, look what you’ve done to me
Never thought I’d fall again so easily
Oh, love, you wouldn’t lie to me
Leading me to feel this way

(很可愛的一首歌!)

Baby you find
There’s only one love, yours and mine
I’ve got so much love
And needing you so
My love for you, I’ll never let go
I’ve got so much love

All I want is to hold you
Let me show you how much I love you baby
I don’t mind and I don’t mind
Girl I love you
There’s no one above you

You are the sun
You are the rain
That makes my life this foolish game
You need to know
I love you so
And I’d do it all again and again

Tell me it’s true
I can’t believe you do what you do
I’ve got so much love
And my love you’ll see
We’ll stay together, just you and me
I’ve got so much love

Only you
Move me
Tell me how to love you baby
Show me
I don’t mind and I don’t mind
Girl I love you
Always thinking of you

You are the sun
You are the rain
That makes my life this foolish game
You need to know
I love you so
And I’d do it all again and again

I know you know
The way I feel
I need your love for always
When I’m with you
I fall in love
Again and again and again

You are the sun
You are the rain
That makes my life this foolish game
You need to know
I love you so
And I’d do it all again and again

You are the sun
You are the rain
That makes my life this foolish game
You need to know
I love you so
And I’d do it all again and again

You are the sun
You are the rain
That makes my life this foolish game
You need to know
I love you so
And I’d do it all again and again

You are the sun
You are the rain
That makes my life this foolish game
You need to know
I love you so
And I’d do it all again and again

最困擾我的兩大痛 怎麼都是m開頭的呀

migraine 跟 metralgia…

疑似感冒

今天不想生病, 於是很爽快地吞了顆斯斯
剛好前陣子有人生病 我把斯斯帶來一些放公司
正好派上用場

我不是個有事沒事就亂吞藥的人
但我也不是死都不肯吃藥看醫生的那種
也許在這件事上 我剛好不怎麼偏激
偶爾吞一顆藥止止症狀 我覺得無傷大雅

(以前 metralgia 我都堅決不吃止痛藥
直到後來知道 metralgia 有時是像抽筋一樣造成的
某些止痛藥事實上是讓你放鬆肌肉)

不過我也知道 運動根本可以治好一切
嗯…下禮拜再開始 XD

很詭異
最近的偏頭痛似乎有換邊的傾向

以前都是左邊一道
這兩次都是右邊一塊….

(前一次是兩邊都來… 饒了我吧)

這是怎樣
一下連得到 一下又連不到
為什麼我的blog那麼命運乖違呢?

昨天是個悲慘的一天
作了詭異的惡夢起來非常的累
demo的機器一直給我出問題 (別再說是我帶衰了 雖然我也開始這樣認為)
全公司有一半的人知道我搞爛server (至少 是在我手上時爛的)
弄了半天各式各樣的問題層出不窮
但是 很多人幫我 :)
非常感謝大家

回到家快八點 感覺超累
雖然還有該做的事沒做 忍不住八點半倒了就睡
斷斷續續地醒來 因為燈沒關 (蠟燭沒吹! 還好後來起來發現)
並且開了很大聲的音樂 (這樣才不會被外面的電視與講話聲干擾)
十點醒來關燈 發現頭在痛 damn! 不會是感冒了吧?
心情繼續抑鬱不振
直到十點半一通電話打來 lightened my day
沒治好我的頭痛 但至少讓我心情大好
我精神充沛地爬起來(帶著頭痛)洗頭洗澡 :D

然後 至少沒再作惡夢了!

我就是個只會土法煉鋼的人

有時明知某些事會如何如何 應該要走那條路才對
我還是會非要自己去試一下
不是不信邪
我這種懶人怎麼會自找麻煩
只是有時常常發現自己怎麼又在 trial & error的路上

容許我坐在這裡
把Deana Carter的What Makes You Stay聽上三次再說

今天早上 我實在沒有力氣
面對一切像大浪向我襲來的人事物
什麼讓你留下呢?
是什麼讓我留下
Dont have the strength to fight anymore
or a reason not to leave
各式各樣大大小小的事擠著我磨擦著
快要窒息

然後我發現 聽Deana Carter似乎會加重病情
我把Das Gefuehl拿出來 Stole拿出來 Anywhere, anyplace, anytime拿出來
還有終極武器 Wake Up Boo…
然後我看到… 一切好了十度

惡夢
被我搞掛的chassis
聽到某件事讓我心情很怪
我搞不清楚的狀態… :(

連續好幾天了…. ><

I would spread the cloths under your feet:
But I, being poor, have only my dreams;
I have spread my dreams under your feet;
Tread softly because you tread on my dreams.

– William Butler Yeats

我只節錄後半段 真是有夠美的 :)

因為 dk 學我…
不是嫌你啦, 但是同樣的 theme 一直看 很煩說
所以換一個
但coffee cup這個旁邊的category其實亂掉了
不過也很少在用 cat, 就不管它了
啊有個問題
這個 theme 我沒有把 comment加上去~

hmm… 用這個好了

這張 Psychopharmacology 是四年前到Berkeley遊學時
在Union Square的一家唱片行買的
試聽的時候就好喜歡這首 Get Out of My Head
今天早上順手拿這片出來放, 聽的我精神都來了
而且這首歌的歌詞總讓我忍不住發笑

Maybe I could be a billionaire
If I wasn’t always broke
要不是我一天到晚破產, 我可能成為百萬富翁
And I could be a comedian
If I wasn’t such a joke
如果我本身不是一個大笑話, 我有可能成為一個喜劇演員
Guess I knew it all along
Being born’s where I went wrong
我猜我一直都知道 我的出生就是個錯誤
I always took the medication I was fed
我一直都乖乖吃他們給我的藥
Get out of my head
Get out of my head
滾出我的腦袋!!

I could train to be an astronaut
If I weren’t afraid of heights
要不是我怕高, 我可以被訓練成太空人
And you know I could be a supermodel
If you turned out all the lights
你知道, 如果你把燈都關上, 我可以是個超級名模
But all my days are painted grey
但我的一生都被塗成灰色
And I got nothing much left to say
我沒什麼話好說的了
My ambition is lying underneath the bed
我的志氣躺在床底下
Get out of my head
Get out of my head
滾出我的腦袋!!

Hey all you prestidigitators
嘿你們這些幻術師
Why don’t you disappear for good
你們幹嘛不永遠消失
‘Cause Hitler could have been a mediocre painter
希特勒可能只是個平庸的畫家
Instead of a supercrook
Instead of a supercrook
而不是個超級罪犯 (不會翻crook)

Maybe I could have a great career
If I could just hold down a job
如果我可以好好地作一份工作, 也許我可以有個很好的職業
Or maybe I could be a social butterfly
If I wasn’t such a slob
要不是我是這麼個討厭鬼, 也許我也可以成為社交花
I always wreck everything I got
到我手上的東西都會被我弄壞
On every bullet I ever shot
Missed the target ’til I finally hit the red
每顆我發射的子彈都沒打在靶上 直到我正中紅心
Get out of my head
Get out of my head…
滾出我的腦袋!!

// You’re joking! You’re joking! I can’t believe my eyes!! // (Oogie Boogie song)

I’m now sitting in my cube and typing on my lovely blog…
you cant imagine how touched I am!!!

不知道是真的不同 還是心境變了
在Buffalo看了一年 怎麼看都不會膩的天空
到了這裡來卻鮮少帶給我感動
也許是景色變了 沒有景色可言
也許真的是樓房多了 天空不再那麼寬廣

我不知道究竟是怎樣
也許要等我再次回到Buffalo那片一抬頭就忍不住讚嘆的天空
我才會知道 究竟是我變了 還是環境變了

我想念那樣單純的滿足
停好車進門之前忍不住多呆望著天空幾分鐘的自己

“天空真的好大喔~” 由衷發出的感動
天好藍 雲好美 風好涼 世界好大