I am Your Sunshine

We had Bennigan’s for dinner last night.
My thoughts:

It sucked!!!!
The atmosphere is wrong, the food is wrong.
No wonder people here don’t like to go to American restaurant.
Too many immigrants perhaps.
Gee, I miss decent American food! (though there’s no such thing as decent in “American Food”)

How I miss Buffalo.

It is encouraging to see that my work is implimented and furthurmore being documentized and sent out as field alert to all dealers and customers. :D

I never knew it’d be like this
I never knew I’d fall again
I never knew it’d be so easy
yet it is really hard

The moonless night sang a serenade
We stood side by side not a word was said
Time flashes but I’ll rememeber
I’ll always remember
Like the night by the flooded pond

(Chorus)
I want you to hold my hand.
I want you to hold me in your arms.
Just once. Once is all I ask.
I wanna walk by your side and feel your warmth.
I wanna lie down on the grass with you
whisper and count the stars
I wanna hear you singing with me
as if we are really in love.

It’s not about courage
It’s not about guts
We have too much to lose
too little to get
It’s only a day
It’s only a night

(Chorus)

Dein ist mein ganzes Herz!
Wo du nicht bist, kann ich nicht sein.
So, wie die Blume welkt,
wenn sie nicht küsst der Sonnenschein!
Dein ist mein schönstes Lied,
weil es allein aus der Liebe erblüht.
Sag mir noch einmal, mein einzig Lieb,
oh sag noch einmal mir:
Ich hab dich lieb!

Wohin ich immer gehe,
ich fühle deine Nähe.
Ich möchte deinen Atem trinken
und betend dir zu Füssen sinken,
dir, dir allein! Wie wunderbar
ist dein leuchtendes Haar!
Traumschön und sehnsuchtsbang
ist dein strahlender Blick.
Hör ich der Stimme Klang,
ist es so wie Musik.

Dein ist mein ganzes Herz!

My heart is yours alone.

Wo du nicht bist, kann ich nicht sein.

I cannot be without you

So, wie die Blume welkt,

like how a flower wilts

wenn sie nicht küsst der Sonnenschein!

when not kissed by the sunshine

Dein ist mein schönstes Lied,

My most beautiful song is yours alone.

weil es allein aus der Liebe erblüht.

fir it’s created out of love alone.

Sag mir noch einmal, mein einzig Lieb,

talk to me once more, my one and only love

oh sag noch einmal mir:

Oh, tell me one more time:

Ich hab dich lieb!

I love you

Wohin ich immer gehe,

Wherever I go,

ich fühle deine Nähe.

I feel you’re around

Ich möchte deinen Atem trinken

I wanna drink your breath

und betend dir zu Füssen sinken,

and kneeled adoringly at your feet

dir, dir allein! Wie wunderbar

Yours, yours alone! How wonderful

ist dein leuchtendes Haar!

is your shining hair

Traumschön und sehnsuchtsbang

dreamy and
ist dein strahlender Blick.
Hör ich der Stimme Klang,
ist es so wie Musik.
Dein ist mein ganzes Herz

“Do you like me?” he asked.
she blushed.

“How could you?” a voice in her head.
“Why can’t he?” another.

“He’s breaking the balance.”
“Is there any?”
“I don’t wanna ruin anything.”
“Haven’t you already?”

She looked up, firmly into his eyes.

“Yes, I do.”

If he got the guts to ask,
what would she lose to answe?
It’s the one brave thing she should have been waiting to long to do

有些東西有些熱情不是所有人都能理解的
因此 當她說這些東西其實以後都不重要了
你看他當初也說的上是有才華的人
現在你還會這樣覺得嗎?

但我覺得 還是有人的熱情是可以持續到中年頭禿肚圓的
即使從熊熊烈燄已經變成細密綿長的慢火
靈魂深處 仍是有東西在燃燒

我不願意相信, 當我被現實打壓到一定的階段之後
我終究會喪失自己 喪失對一切我以前看重的東西的熱愛
我無法想像 我也不接受

也許有些人就是無法理解跟自己不同的人事物
這也沒什麼不好的
只是在聽他們的意見時 記得不要全盤接受

“Do you like me?” He asked.
“What?!” She looked disbelieved.

She read about this before, and she felt unbelievable at that time.
How can someone just simply ask this kinda damaging question?
She thought.
And she was afriad that she might face the same situation one day.

She never thought it’d come this fast.

She smiled with bitterness sneaking out from the side of her lips.
He was still looking at her, waiting for her response.
His eyes looked firm, she knew she couldn’t hide this time.

Why can’t she?

She walked a little forward, left him a step behind.
She sighed and spoke indinstly,

“Even if I do….” she paused.

It was a long pause. But he was patient.

And then she turned around with a little more determination
He thought he saw a pond of sorrow in her eyes
It seemed that a silent accusation would pour out any moment

“How can you do this to me?” He thought he heard she said.

“Even if I do….” she repeated.

and she couldn’t speak anymore…

Vater unser im Himmel, geheilisg werde Dein Name.
Dein Reich komm. Dein Wille geschehe wie im Himmel so aud Erden.
Unser taegliches Brot gib uns heute.
Und vergib uns unsere Schuld, wie auch wir vergeben unsern Schuldigern.
Und fuehre uns nicht in Versychung,
sondern erloese uns von dem Boesen.

Amen

Ich möchte gern wissen, wer er ist.
Ich möchte gern wissen, ob er mich gern habt.
Ich bin fröhlich, weil er zu mir sehr oft plaudert

This is not tstg. This is above and beyond. It’s a whole new branch, a brand new chapter. Open the door leads to the unknown, and step bravely though with hesitation. This is what an explorer do, to test the limit.

I’m reluctant to leave you hun but even if I stay, will you be there for me

take it as an implication or even, a confession?

When you think he’s coming from a totally different world, he might think that way about you as well.

I got this album when I was in junior high, and I never got tired of it for the past 10 years. Debbie’s voice always have a power of cleansing and healing. I can release my extra energy or my overfloating emotion by singing along with her.

Perfect love exists
I’ve seen it for myself
It’s not kisses and moonlight serenades
It’s two people holding on to happiness
Before it fades

I’m very in the mood for poem recently.
Pity that my Emily is in Taiwan

The past doesn’t haunt you but the present makes you head over heels. And the uncertainties make you agitated and not-knowing what to do. You’ve lost control. You, in fact, never have control in the matter. You chose to put yourself in this madness. Yes, you chose. You threw yourself into boiling water. What do you expect? You are hoping, though both of you can’t say anything, that at least she might feel more or less the same. This will be another memorable summer which doomed to die with no illness.

Ich bin zornig! Wie koennst du USD$385 berechnen!? Fuer dein saublöd Auto! Ich bin wuetend!!!!
Aber er sich um mir kümmerte. Es war warm und ich bin gern.

I’ve set my eyes on you again babe

I dont have any right to say this but i do hope they dont show up tonight